Sometimes love is not another’s looks, sexual attraction, status or what society thinks.
Sometimes it is God putting in two people a deep spiritual love for each other, their hearts attached be an unbreakable spiritual bond made in Heaven.
Finally, different from each other socially, they meet, eyes lock, and both spirits recognise the other.
“Oh my gosh, its you. Finally I have found you.”
They other, “Oh how I have waited so long, and here you are.”
Both, “Lets embrace!!!”
Both holding out spiritual arms to hug, and then they watch in horror as they souls of the bodies they have, walk away from each other, both filled with reasons not to be together.
There is much crying in Heaven.
Over the years they see each other again and again.
One has it figured out finally, they other, why she is committed to family, friends, her mental illness, her social commitments and desires to be “normal” and fit in.
She has become the runner, he is the one hopelessly in love unable to escape her pull in his heart.
She tries everything to be free of him, believes the lies, runs in fear, he helplessly follows unable to do anything else because God keeps him near.
Gods goal, they marry.
Her goal to love and marry someone more suitable to her liking, suitable for her crowd, family and status.
His goal, to try to live without the woman who runs from him, but sometimes “triggers” set the tears off and his strength crumbles and he can do no more than watch her run and try to live without him, while God keeps drawing them back to each other.
One day they will hopefully tear down the walls others created and know true love, maybe.
– J Biggs.